"It’s my daughter, she’s my biggest muse.
There’s someone, we all find out soon,
more important than ourselves to lose.
I feel a deep bond with young children -
all those photos in my dressing room -
especially those who’ve been stricken,
Children I’ve met across the years -
they uplift me like pieces of moon,
and guide me, whispering in my ear
I’m turned to spirits, the emotions of others.
And I feel her presence all the time
though I never met my grandmother.
I learned at a very young age,
when I need to tap some extra strength,
to put my persona, Sasha, on stage.
Though we’re different as blue and red,
I’m not afraid to draw from her
in performance, rifts, even in bed.
I saw a TV preacher when I was scared,
at four or five, about bad dreams,
who promised he’d say a prayer
If I put my hand to the TV.
That’s the first time I remember prayer,
an electric current humming through me.
You call me a singer, but I’m called to transform,
to suck up the grief, anxiety, and loss
of those who hear me into my song’s form.
I’m a vessel for all that isn’t right,
for break-ups and lies and double-cross.
I sing into that vessel a healing light.
To let go of pain that people can’t bear.
I don’t do that myself, I call in the light.
I summon God to take me there.
Utopias, they don’t much interest me.
I always mess things up a bit.
It’s chaos, in part, that helps us see.
But for my daughter I dream a day
when no one roots for others to fail,
when we all mean what we say."

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tha devils daughter


Most adult children of toxic parents grow up feeling tremendous confusion about what love means and how it’s supposed to feel. Their parents did extremely unloving things to them in the name of love. They came to understand love as something chaotic, dramatic, confusing, and often painful—something they had to give up their own dreams and desires for. Obviously, that’s not what love is all about.

Loving behavior doesn’t grind you down, keep you off balance, or create feelings of self-hatred. Love doesn’t hurt, it feels good. Loving behavior nourishes your emotional well-being. When someone is being loving to you, you feel accepted, cared for, valued, and respected. Genuine love creates feelings of warmth, pleasure, safety, stability, and inner peace.


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Aug. 27 1:35 pm


witchbitch tagged me to do this?? what is this??

Meet the blogger

Rules: Just insert your answers to the questions below. You must tag at least 10 of your followers

URL: dolenti.tumblr.com
Name: Shayleigh
Nickname: idk
Birthday: September 27th
Sex: female
Sexuality: adorable lesbian
Height: 5’8
Current Time Zone: pacific time
Time and Date: 12:28 am, 8/29/14
Last thing you googled: who was the first person to get chlamydia
Most used phrases: “eat my ass”, “loves it”, “yassss”
Last thing you said to a family member: “is my child in the house” (my cat)
Favorite beverage: mtn dew or passion fruit tea
First word that comes to mind: ass
Place that makes you happy and why: disneyland, san francisco, my bed
Number of blankets you sleep under: 3
Last movie watched at the cinema: The Purge: Anarchy
3 things you can’t live without: a girl, my cat, pizza
Something you plan on learning: how to grow up
Piece of advice for your followers: love yourself. be nice to everyone, especially people who handle your food. don’t waste your talents.

i don’t know who to tag so if u want to do this then go ahead !!

"I still catch myself feeling sad about things that don’t matter anymore."